Wednesday 7 November 2012

"An Apology"


To My Dearest Friend,


It has been very long time. I know I've broken my promise. 
I had promised you to share my all moments with you. 
But
I, almost, have shaken your faith upon me, upon that promise!


I still remember the time when I used to come to you and spend hours
I remember that I could see myself in you....
I still have not forgotten what contribution YOU've made to my life, to my being!
I remember those days,
For last few days (sorry for few weeks!) I have stopped coming to you..

I say that it is a loss to me my dear friend!
This is a written apology for that and as I know you do not need this even.
You'll wel-come me as always!
Though I want to say sorry, a sorry from deep down of my heart.

This is sorry to my dearest साथी of all time, my diary... my personal diary...

My dearest daily book!


Love you  :-)
Angel


Sunday 15 May 2011

My Family!!!

                             NAVINBHAI & MAAMI (My grand parents)

Hey friends... After a long break I'm here again....:-)
Today is World Family Day!

In India, family has great involvement in our each and every span of life..
If I talk about my family, then it starts with my Strict primary school principal Grandpaa Mr. Navinchandra Dholakia & my  icy-cool Granny's images which are always in my mind when I bow to god or when I enjoy any trip or whenever there is anything special in our daily routine chain!
Ya, I'm not one of those lucky people who has got these two great shelters in their life! But I've heard sooooo much about them from so many people and by observing I got to know that they are the pioneers of values which I contain and I see in my parents behavior.
"Be helpful to everybody to the extent you can."
This is the line which I see and hear so much from my parents..
They are always READY to help our friends and family...

Lets have a bird's eye on my family...
:-)

My mum being  a school teacher (it should be remembered that not only a teacher but a primary school teacher) she treats everybody as a child which does not know anything.. :-)
She'll scold Rajendra,Mrunal or Harnish (twenty five year old guys ) like they are in 5th standard...
But her that treatment to anybody authorizes her love and affection to them..
I've seen her making lunch or tea for somebody's relative who's in hospital..
(You definitely can translate the word somebody into "ગમ્મે એ  ") 
Her main hobby is to forcing while taking meal..
Oh God! What a force! 
You just cant say no to her in taking an extra roti...
People who come our home would be knowing this and must have experienced it! 
Maulik, my cousin, will have to hear the words "નહિ જમો એ નહિ ચાલે હો! હું તો કઈશ જ ભાભી ભલે ના બોલે ..." (read these letters in full caps,block and underlined..;-)) every time we arrange meal together..
At the end You'll have to surrender to her love. 
I bet.. :-)
My father. Kaka, as we & almost everybody is used to call him, is the simplest person in the world with mast sense of humor & timing. 

My elder sister Sheetal Shopping machine and advice machine and my & Rip's all time favorite person to crack jokes upon..:-) She'll complain about this post also. But what can i do? I cant lie... ;-)
Ripal my bro is our grandpaa. He'll always be there to point out some unnoticed mistakes and will force us to remove them. He's our home's social worker..
He'll promote safai abhiyaan by time-to-time,will influence me and sheetal to take tea with him (evenif we don't feel to have!) I'll say at once NO.. and after sometime you'll see me having tea..
ha ha ha...Mr. influencing...
He has great place in my life.
Apart from these four people I see so many persons when i close my eyes and imagine my  family..
Rip's all friends,Satishbhai-bhabhi & family,Ramesh kaka & family,  all mamaas - maamis,masa- maasis,family friends' group etc etc..The list is really long!


Family is place where you got to learn so many things which are practically attached with your life long experiences. The family system in India is just great!
You got to see so many spieces of human nature at your own family...

Its great to have a big family.. Family is not the Rajeshri productins fame one only...
Every family is different!
I'm lucky to have the vision to see them through...
Today is World Family Day.... 
Close your eyes and command your subconscious mind to develop the picture of your family...
You'll get astonishing result.. :-)

I don't want Moksh so that I take birth again & again and have opportunity to be the part of different families again & again.....
:-)
Enjoy your sunday with your family & friends Which are worth being counted in family..



Saturday 19 March 2011

A heavy one on my b'day!!

ખોળી શકીશ ?
વિશેષણો ની વચ્ચે
મુજ ને હરિ ?
***
ખોવાઈ નાની
અંજુ, વિશેષણો ની
વચ્ચે ઓ ! હરિ...
***

વિશેષણ....
નામ ના અર્થ માં ઉમેરો કરતો શબ્દ.. પરંતુ વ્યક્તિ ના અર્થ નું શું?

 વિશેષણ માં જ  લોકો અને સંબંધો મને પામે છે..
પણ...
હું ?
હું મને નથી પામી શકી હજી કદાચ..
વિશેષણો ની ખીચોખીચ વાદીઓ માં ભરાયેલી છું..
વિશેષણો નો નાગપાશ મને મારા બાહુપાશ માં સમાતાં રોકે છે..

કોઈ કહે છે ડાહી એંજલ, geneous એંજલ, સુઘડ તો કોઈ વાર સમયબદ્ધ એંજલ,
મર્યાદા સ્ત્રીઓત્તમ એંજલ તો કોઈ વાર લાગણી વિહીન, પથ્થર દિલ  એંજલ, વિચિત્ર એંજલ
સૌ ની મિત્ર એંજલ
હોશિયાર પણ થોડી ચંપક એંજલ, તો કદી એકદમ શાંત એંજલ..
અનેક વિશેષણો થી લદાયેલ મને એક પ્રશ્ન થાય છે....
અચાનક...!!

વિશેષણો ની પેલે પાર ની એંજલ કોણ હશે? કેવી હશે?

અને જવાબ માં થાય છે અનેક વિશેષણો નો મારો...!!
પરંતુ હૃદય?
કેમ કઈ બોલતું નથી?!!
એ સેવે છે એક મૌન...
ચોટદાર મૌન...
અને વળી મારો એક પ્રશ્ન
નિરુત્તર થઇ ને રહી જાય છે..
અને હું હંમેશ ની જેમ અટક્યા વિના એક હળવી મુસ્કાન જોડે આગળ વધી જાઉં છું..

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ઘણી વાર વિચિત્ર વિચિત્ર વિચારો આપણ ને ઘેરી લેતા હોય છે..
મારી જોડે અવાર  નવાર આવું બન્યા જ રાખે..
આ કૃતિ પણ એનો જ એક નમુનો છે..
કોઈ વાર બહુ ઊંડા ઉતરી જવાય!
પરંતુ મારું એક સુખ છે..
હું વહી નીકળું..અટકું નહિ!

એક ખાસ નોંધ : બૌ મન પર ના લેવું હો મિત્રો! :-) નહીતર  વળી નવું વિશેષણ મળી જશે.. કે આ તો boring નીકળી...!!!

:-D
Keep smiling and be happy... :-)

Tuesday 8 March 2011

Being WOMAN....

Yess.. Its the International Woman's Day today... :-)


And one more fact about it,is that,it was first celebrated on 19th March,1911 (yeah friends On my Birth date..) This year its the 100th IWD...

I thought to write my feelings on this day.. But from where to start??

Ammmmmmm.....?!?!?!?....

And my mind strikes!! It takes me directly to my Std. 4...
Ya.. The Gujarati poem Charankanya in standard four by Zaverchand Meghani,drew my attention towards the power of girl.. Woman..
It portrayed a situation where in a village the Lion comes suddenly.. Every element of life is in the deep scary effect of it..
And then comes a fourteen years old girl in the pic and shows her power as a woman...
She runs after the lion and cause him to run away!
It gave me the first idea about that woman is Shakti Swaroopa..

Then I started noting every lady I came through... I could not found any one of them not having that spark!

Woman is the spark of society which enlightens everybody she meets in her whole life..
From her complex body to her complex feelings she always has to face the challenges and changes in her life.. But she is always loving in all situation..
If we see the journey of her life she starts as the Li'l Angel in the house as a daughter and becomes toy for her elder brother and when grown up she plays the role of the shield against the swords of the world to her family..
Its time to salute their infinite spirit!!

Everybody amongst us knows almost everything what I said here before....
But generally We speak a lot and do nothing!

Have we ever sat and thought about our Mum,Sis,or friend?
Have we stopped our father for being harsh to mum or neglecting her needs?
Have we apologized to our mother after few minutes if we've said something wrong to her?
Have we saved any girl from being a joke in any general places?

There are so many questions to be asked to our selves! 
The answers for it may be anything but at the end we all will find ourselves lacking somewhere....


My this post may seem a common one but if even a single person changes his/her view and spirit towards it,it'll be worth writing this...

I'm, from here, saluting every lady in the whole world!!
I bow to them.

And special thanks and regards to my Mum,sis Sheetal,other sisters,my aunts for showing me the women qualities in different spans of their life through their being there in my life.

Here Dholakia Angel says goodbye and happy IWD to you all with her heart full of wishes to become The real Woman in future in her life.... :-)


May the God Bless You all..





Note: >>> I have posted the video of that Gujarati poem on my fb wall..
                Have a look at it.. Hope you'll like it...:)



Sunday 6 March 2011

Taare Zamin par.....

:-) The title is a bit old!! And the story is older!!


It was the time when I was in 1st Std. We had three subjects namely Maths, Gujarati & Environment..
As I was in a guj. medium we were used to that language only...
We were habitual to recite our sbjects in a ryhme .. ગણિત- ગુજરાતી- પર્યાવરણ !
પર્યાવરણ was the threat for almost every student of every batch!
I've been a very good kind of student.. But I've always come up with suggestions like "You do not follow the books' exact words, If you do it you'll score more marks". Bt I was not bookish from those days! (See! :-) )

So, We'd bought a new home.. It was on the 3rd floor of a building named "Shah-kunj"... The Ships of the Kandla port could be seen from our balcony... My parents were used to show this quality of our new home to almost each and every guest....

My final exams result was 99/100 in પર્યાવરણ!!

My teachers denied to give me the result and called my parents!!
They show them my answer sheet which contained my wrong answer of 1 mark..
The question was WHAT DO YOU SEE AROUND YOUR HOUSE?
My answer was The Ships of Kandla!!!
:-) ha ha ha... (So simple na! ;-))

The teachers were astonished by the answer because they knew that Kandla was situated 8 kms away from our home!!

My parents came home and told me everything... I was not aware of my mistake even then..! I thought Whats wrong in that man?!! But everybody laughed at my cute silly mistake.... :-/

Now it gives me also a li'l smile.. And a proud that see I'm born Aamir Khan kind of student!!! ;-)


One of our senior friends, after knowing this incident, Call me The tim-tim girl....

In those days How pure and transparent childrens are! Every child is a Tim-tim on the earth... I feel very bad sometimes when I see parents depriciating the childlike qualities of their kids just for the sake of sending them into some TV programes or showing the child a mannered one and all..

The punch line of M TV should be dedicated to those kids...
STAY RAW...


Monday 28 February 2011

Good Morning......

My very favorite poem on Morning... By Krusna Dave....




સુગંધ પૂછે ઝાકળ સાથે ઘડીક રમું હું બ્હાર ?
કળી કહે કે થોભ જરા હું ખોલી નાંખું દ્વાર.

પરોઢની પાંપણમાં સળવળ ફૂલગુલાબી પ્હાની,
હોઠે વ્હેતું પ્રભાતિયું ને હિંચકો નાખે નાની.

બધાં જ પુષ્પો મ્હેકી એને વ્હાલ કરે છે આમ,
આ તો સૂરજનો બાબો છે કિરણ એનું નામ.

તારાઓમાં પીંછી બોળી ચીતર્યું આખ્ખી રાત,
રંગબિરંગી પાંખો પ્હેરી નીકળી પડ્યું પ્રભાત.

- કૃષ્ણ દવે



Feeling Mornig's worth! :-) 
It is the great time to be prepared and go on the path you've selected..
Some mornings are a bit different Because you just don't get up but WAKE UP!!
Every moment of that kind is a morning.....

I wish to all my friends and to me also to have a series of that kind of mornings...
Have a great Day ahead!! 

A nice hello to my friends.... :-)

I've been thinking so much to start this blog...

It was almost ready for its first post on 31st December,2010 under the title "Starting at the end!!!"
 but somehow it couldn't be..
So now Finally it is my first post of a simple Hi.. to all my friends...

 As I am a reading creature you people will have some nice readings in this blog..
Apart from that it is a Sharing blog and not only about me or my personal interest, I share this blog with every friend who is here to share his/her feelings, views or time..

Gujarati will be there as I love my mother tongue and the literature of the language... I am requesting my those friends who likes to read but don't read gujarati much...

Well it is enough for the first post...

બાકી મળતા રહેશું....


"Always be happy...."
 
Angel